离家很远...

随着成长 远离家乡 回头遥望 我满肩坚强
为了梦想 振翅飞翔 怎么遗忘 熟悉的家香...

well... datz lyrics frm a cheena song being the cheena guy i am.. haha...well i'm nt dat cheena but still cheena nonetheless....

but anywayz.... the lyrics realli do speak to me veri personally.. as i tink of wat my life is going to be like... beyond NS... into uni... n perhaps beyond dat....

as some of u ppl may noe.. i haf been planning to go overseas to continue me education at a university.... n frankly i can't fathom the thought of leaving dis country... leaving family, frenz, places of interest, culture... juz everything dat has been so familiar to me for my whole life so far.... n then plunging myself into... well... nt say an alien but largely unknown territory... with new ppl, new culture, new lifestyle albeit quite a slow, downbeat one, new places of interest (or perhaps disinterest)... itz juz... something i haven't experienced n haf no idea wat it will be like at all...

well anyway baq to the lyrics... well having to stay in a foreign country for an extended period of time... having to study there... n possibly work there.. i wonder if it does haf an effect on a person... we hear all over the place dat ppl go overseas n prefer the life there n juz stay put there... i realli wonder if dat would happen to me... the idea of gg some place else n calling dat place home n putting ur original home aside..... itz scary to put it vaguely.... emotionally i shiver at the thought of it....

but perhaps at dis point of time i'm still stuck here.... with onli dis country to call home.... datz y such a thought is kinda scary... bcoz at dis point of time i can't consider any place else my home.... so juz the thought of brushing singapore as my home is like making myself homeless without any possesions... haiz...

but well... as a few ppl do say... i tink too much.. haha... maybe when the time comes for me to go overseas... it wouldn't feel so bad... maybe i juz haven't gotten the feel of gg overseas yet... having stayed put here in singapore n nt flown overseas for a holidae for quite awhile... as i quote frm a game, "maybe starting out on a journey may not be so hard... or maybe it has alreadi begun..."

well i guess i'll leave my entry as dat... so till the nxt entry... ciaoz~.. ^^

PS: cheena song courtesy of nan quan mama -- song title: 离家不远.. check it out.. ^^