well... nth much to write abt dis week.... juz one single thought to put down in the records... i guess it juz pertains to the previous entry... well juz some of my afterthoughts of the matter....
well i told me parents abt the matter of me fren passing on... nt coz i wanted to tell them but well... the flow of the conversation juz demanded for it... n i tink me dad brought up a thought dat sortof slightly makes the way i tink clearer... well clearer as in in a way dat i noe how to express the way i tink....
well me dad was commenting on how when facing dis kind of situations we usually tend to ask abt the fairness of life or the reason behind y such things happen... n then he commented on how we shld juz stop asking y.... n i do agree.... ever since i've gotten into NS i've learnt how to stop asking y.... because many things dat i do in camp juz dun make any sense at all in every sense of the word....
so the mere fact dat we're human would suggest dat we'll need to fill dat void in understanding of the circumstances being creatures of curiosity.... well for me... i haf learnt nt to ask y.... but to ask "wat nxt?".. life is a constant flow of events.. as the wisemen frm the past haf always stated "time n tide wait for no man"... neither do they wait in the event of a loss of a man.... as creatures with knowledge of the future... most naturally we haf an innate ability called hoping... hoping for the nxt event in life be they good or bad... well in the negative case itz called dread.... but we as humans or even as living beings haf the natural anticipation for the future... itz juz dat we downplay n cloud such an emotion with other emotions dat pertain to our current circumstances in life....
well as a sidenote (n a major digression) i've started listening to Do as Infinity again.... the best jap band eva!! haha... their music is one of the rare few dat i still listen to n enjoy after all these years.... still can't bring myself to believe dat they've disbanded.... it juz feels so surreal.. haha... well.. maybe nt dat bad... but yeah... they're doing so well together but i guess they juz need to pursue their different paths of personal development... ah well... i guess i shan't ask y anymore.... so wat's nxt? van's coming out with a solo album... ryo's with some other band... looks weird but yeah... shld be gd stuff... i dunno.. hahz... but well.. do feel the nostalgia whenever i listen to their songs... haiz... well... there's no eternal banquet under heaven... datz so true...
well nth much else to say... so til the nxt entry.. ciaoz.. ^^
well i told me parents abt the matter of me fren passing on... nt coz i wanted to tell them but well... the flow of the conversation juz demanded for it... n i tink me dad brought up a thought dat sortof slightly makes the way i tink clearer... well clearer as in in a way dat i noe how to express the way i tink....
well me dad was commenting on how when facing dis kind of situations we usually tend to ask abt the fairness of life or the reason behind y such things happen... n then he commented on how we shld juz stop asking y.... n i do agree.... ever since i've gotten into NS i've learnt how to stop asking y.... because many things dat i do in camp juz dun make any sense at all in every sense of the word....
so the mere fact dat we're human would suggest dat we'll need to fill dat void in understanding of the circumstances being creatures of curiosity.... well for me... i haf learnt nt to ask y.... but to ask "wat nxt?".. life is a constant flow of events.. as the wisemen frm the past haf always stated "time n tide wait for no man"... neither do they wait in the event of a loss of a man.... as creatures with knowledge of the future... most naturally we haf an innate ability called hoping... hoping for the nxt event in life be they good or bad... well in the negative case itz called dread.... but we as humans or even as living beings haf the natural anticipation for the future... itz juz dat we downplay n cloud such an emotion with other emotions dat pertain to our current circumstances in life....
well as a sidenote (n a major digression) i've started listening to Do as Infinity again.... the best jap band eva!! haha... their music is one of the rare few dat i still listen to n enjoy after all these years.... still can't bring myself to believe dat they've disbanded.... it juz feels so surreal.. haha... well.. maybe nt dat bad... but yeah... they're doing so well together but i guess they juz need to pursue their different paths of personal development... ah well... i guess i shan't ask y anymore.... so wat's nxt? van's coming out with a solo album... ryo's with some other band... looks weird but yeah... shld be gd stuff... i dunno.. hahz... but well.. do feel the nostalgia whenever i listen to their songs... haiz... well... there's no eternal banquet under heaven... datz so true...
well nth much else to say... so til the nxt entry.. ciaoz.. ^^
da-wei waz not lazy @ 8:12 PM
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