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Friday, March 10, 2006

life... as most know it...

well... here's keeping to me schedule of one entry per week.. waz kinda hard to come up with something to tink abt dis week.... partly coz i waz realli quite bz during the week n didn't realli had the time to read.... n oso partly there wasn't much to tink abt while working during the day.... but yeah... managed to tink up of something.... n i guess itz something i haf mentioned b4 in the past but i will mention again... particularly life as most know it.. haha...

well... juz had to tink of stuff like dat todae due to a certain turn of events.... had some boring hockey competition todae... so had to go to bedok camp kinda early for the competition of which i played onli 1-2 minutes for the entire tournament.... a waste of time but at least out of camp.. haha.. well niway waz gg abt my business of slacking off... so made a trip down to the canteen at bedok camp... managed to meet up with a lot of old frenz frm sec sch along the way..

great to find dat we're still able to talk to each other even after these 3 or more yrs... instead of juz a "hi-bye" kinda thingie... realli great to be able to catch up with frenz dat i haven't met for so long... 3 yrs may sound like nth much... but it does a lot to anyone.... esp when we all go our seperate routes in life... realli glad to haf an opportunity to haf such a time of escapism frm the realities of army life to become who we realli wanna be.. real ppl... tho it be a short time...

well niway during the tournament me team mate waz sortof banged up real bad during the course of the tournament... kena hit in the kneeuntil got a cut.... then later kena bang in the head n kena another cut there.... realli crazy.. he's like some stick magnet getting hit by the stick everywhere so many times... but one thing i noticed waz how didn't harp on and on abt how he got walloped n juz continued with wateva he wanted to do....

i guess life's like dat... there r times where we get banged up real bad.... be it physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually.... n it may nt even be our fault but they may be due to the circumstances ard us dat occur out of our own control... but i guess we'll juz haf to bear with it n juz continue with life... or to put it simply, using the army term, suck thumb n continue walking....

after the silly tournament went down to the hospital to see a fren... well... dun realli know him realli well... but he's realli a veri nice guy... but well... poor guy got into a realli bad accident n landed up in ICU... well... felt all over again the fragility of life... saw him juz on wed n he waz juz fine.... n juz bcoz of an accident his whole life is nw handicapped... itz realli sian to tink how in many cases juz a few minutes of folly juz ruins the rest of ur life... juz makes me realli wanna learn how to realli tink b4 i act...

but well... i guess my stand is still to be cautious.... but nt to the point of paranoia or in a way dat it affects how i live my life.... coz i choose nt to trust in my own abilities to stay out of harm's way..... but instead i choose to let a supreme being take charge of doing juz dat for my life... well i guess most who follow me entries know wat i mean.... coz i noe wat i can do is onli limited.... but i guess i'll juz do wateva i can n leave the rest for another to take charge...

juz tot i'd like to juz immortalise a part of some lyrics frm a mayday song.. haha... *cough-cheena-cough*... but i realli find it veri meaningful n i guess it'll be sortof like a motto in my life.. haha... cool huh... well here it is -- 再看天地辽阔 活着不多不少 幸福刚好够用...

well aniway these r my thoughts for the week.... well.. for the day at least... hahz... will post up more thoughts when they surface in my mind.... but for nw... i'll juz haf to wait for dat moment to come... haha... so til the nxt entry... ciaoz.. ^^

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