Lamer's Corner ~ can't stand it...

Saturday, April 29, 2006

where is the love....

well well... so here's me again trying to make some entry... keeping to me quota... tho nowadays dun realli haf the inspiration to tink of realli deep stuffz.... perhaps i need a realli gd book... hahz... but anyhow i guess as in the last entry... i'll juz rattle off wateva comes to my mind at the present moment....

was juz listening to the love*3 song by FIR... then i remembered something i saw during the week dat realli gave me the direct opposite impression.... haha... a weirdly rebellious thought process i muz say... but yeah... was having some silly safety talk in camp... then they were showing like video clips of road accidents coz the topic for the talk waz abt road safety... n some farny guy frm some driving centre came down to give the talk...

so wazzup with love n road accidents? well.. as i saw those clips... i see the lack of love in our society... even in the everyday event of commuting on the roads... there waz dis clip where dis silly motorcyclist waz looking at some car dat stopped at the road shoulder on the expressway dat he didn't notice the coach dat waz rite in front of him... so dat guy smashed straight into the back of the bus... helmet flew off n bike waz stuck in the coach... guy waz lying in the middle of the road...

well at least the oncoming car managed to turn away frm the poor guy n didn't roll over him... but the thing dat i'm realli pissed off abt is dat subsequently every motorist waz doing exactly the same thing... i would expect at least one guy to stop n at least call the ambulance or something... but those ppl were so bastard as to slow down... look at watz happening n then drive off...i realli didn't feel gd watching dat... took abt 2 to 3 mins for the silly coach driver to get out of the coach n stand ard the motorcyclist n figure out wat to do....

well dat motorcyclist died frm the accident... which made me realli pissed... itz realli irritating to see an unnecessary loss of life coz of ppl who couldn't be bothered or were juz plain lazy... i dunno.. but the fact is still dat the guy died....

itz realli sad when we always hear ppl incessantly talking abt love... how they would go thru all sorts of lame stoopid things for ppl they love... when they dun show dat kind of love to ppl who realli need it... i guess when it comes to the economy of love in singapore... we're realli a third world country in dat sense... wat makes it so.... well i realli dunno... izzit culture? or the nurturing environment? i tink it has even come to a point to me dat i even question our claim to humanity... to being human.... or perhaps we're human... but we haf chosen to amplify the negative/animalistic aspects of our humanity... traits like self-preservation... timidity... onli showing love to those we love or those who we know will reciprocate dat love...

i do admit dat i struggle with such traits.... esp dat of self-preservation... but hey... at least i tink i'm doing something abt it.... many ppl are juz oblivious to such facts abt themselves coz they bother more abt watz gd abt their lives dat they forget or even can't be bothered to do some introspection once in awhile.... n even when they do get to take a gd look at themselves... their ego gets in the way n imputes such ridiculously high esteem on themselves dat u realli wonder if there realli is anything considered wrong at all.... such an attitude realli gets on ppl's nerves coz it can get realli realli ridiculous at times.... of course such an attitude shld nt be confused with confidence... altho many times the line between the two attitudes can be oh so thin.....

oh well.. i guess i dun wanna tink anymore... talk abt lazy... haha.. so til the nxt entry... ciaoz.. ^^

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