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Sunday, October 24, 2004

aemaeth... truth?

hey ppl... i'm baq again.... sorry for the sudden random occurences.... i'm sortof in a random sporadic unpredictable mood now.. hehe... anyway... realli didn't know wat to do with myself... so juz tot of blogging... so pls dun mind me if i juz come up with points dat r devoid of any sign of coherence or relation to each other.... hehe..

well.. anyway came across quite a bit of realli.... eh... stuff dat i somehow tink abt... wun say itz thought-provoking.... somehow i tink "thought-provoking" wouldn't match my current state of mind.. hehe... somehow... *shrugz* firstly itz dat "butterfly effect" thingie dat i haf been introduced to by fish n twj... realli weird stuff... proposes dat a flap of a butterfly's wing in Brazil can cause a typhoon somewhere else in the world.... far-fetched.... but an intriguing idea nonetheless.... well.. it'll take millions or even billions of years between the flapping of the wing n the typhoon due to dissipation of energy (info accredited to ben tan).. but wat if such a theory were true in cases where "energy" is irrelevant? how abt social systems? psychology? hmm... can't tink of anything else at the present moment.... but tink abt it... wat if a small decision on our part to do or to "not do" something would cause a revolutionary change in some other place? wat if helping someone buy a drink now could result in helping a poor boy somewhere else become a millionaire when he grows up? u'll nv know... many other e.g's... but yeah... wun type them all coz it'll be a long read of juz examples.. haha..

well.. talking abt dis strange theory... reminds me of chaos theory... the quest to find a certain order in apparent disarray.... there seems to be some kind of pattern dat "chaos" in most forms keep to... or so itz proposed.... going into n out of phases of predictability n unpredictability in a certain pattern.... feels so weird to tink of the prospects of this... chaos... an entity dat supposedly can't be expressed in any way other than language.... now being expressed mathematically.... imagine wat will happen in future.... can our lives be expressed mathematically too? can all our thought processes be given a constant, be they sane or insane, rational or irrational? can our once unpredictable psyche be expressed according to a formula according to each person's background n other variables? interesting but at the same time scary thought...

well.. enuff of these irrelevant thoughts.... they're best left to mathematicians, aka "those-with-too-much-time-n-brainpower", to tink abt... amateurs like me shldn't be dwelling on such thoughts.... there r better things to tink abt... like the coming A's.... O_O... well... abt the A's.... i'm NOT PREPARED.... AT ALL.... i guess itz a repeat of the O's.... gg into the exam hall in a unprepared n rather sorry state..... but i guess i gotta do something abt it.... i'm NOT gonna let history repeat itself.... firstly coz i'm not a history student... secondly coz dis concerns wat i'm gonna do after NS.... which is onli 2 yrs out of my many many many yrs after NS? yes.... GANBATTE EVERYONE! itz onli a month to go b4 liberation n laziness sets in.... ^.^V

hmm... on to another thought.... juz finished watching the entire series of ghost in the shell.... some chim sci-fi anime... can be gory too... but juz wondering... wat makes a human human? izzit intelligence - the ability to analyse n utilise wateva our environment provides us with? or izzit conscience - the psychological unit or moral discernment? or perhaps (to some) the soul - something dat i can't explain bcoz of itz extremely close similarities to the mind? well... the idea of being fitted with cyberbrains in the future n, with the advance of cybernetic technology, being able to transfer ur mind between cyborgs... wat makes a human human? we all know itz not the flesh coz all other animals r made up of some material substance... so juz wat izzit? to me.... i tink it is an awareness of our being... an awareness of our existence in dis three dimensional plane in the presence of time... an awareness dat things dun juz appear out of no where... dat we haf to be created somehow.... this brings abt religion... tink abt it... y dun we see monkeys worshipping their favorite fruit tree? or killer whales tinking twice abt attacking their prey when they're hungry? perhaps if i take it one step further... i tink religion is wat makes us human....

ok... i tink i haf typed long enuff... perhaps i dun even know wat i'm typing.. hahaha... oh well... *shrugz* i leave it to u to decipher wat i'm writing.. hahaha.. :P well dun fret if u dun understand wat i'm writing abt (dun tink u would anyway... hehe)... all these thoughts r irrelevant anyway n r onli food for thought... nth dat will help us in any practical way in our daily lives... but if u want something to munch on if u're bored... perhaps u can pick out little points here n there... hehe... so til the nxt entry... enjoy~.. ^^

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