the ego strikes baq....
hmm... was quite a wasted evening today.. hehe... couldn't control the urge to play Call of Duty again.... but thankfully could actually stop.. hahaha.... *slaps myself*
well... slept reeeal early dis morning.... therefore the after-effects are rhetorical.... haha... but wasn't late.... dis whole week i wazn't on the brink of being late so far... datz a miracle in itself....
well... today waz quite an ordinary day.... tho at some point of time during the morning break the tension got reeeeeal high.... a fite almost started in sch.... again a testiment to the "appealing advertisement to the huge elitist ego".... well.. if those who were involved r reading dis now... i dun mean to offend u in any way.... juz posting my honest thoughts on the issue... not the ppl involved...
anyway... guyz being guyz.... we all haf some lvl of ego.... most high some low.... but in any case some lvl.... conflicts usually start when 2 with relatively high ego's bump into each other.... both figuratively n literally.... itz like 2 particles of the same charge colliding with each other.... the reaction following the collision is humungous or even explosive to say the least.... the problem usually arises when no one wants to give way n the situation escalates to one of almost aggression....
well... an ego in itself is nth wrong.... everyone needs some ego.... itz part of cultivating confidence in urself.... healthy kind of self-esteem dat would allow u to confidently channel positive energies to constructive uses.... frankly speaking.... someone with no or insufficient self-esteem is realli juz a useless person who doesn't haf the drive to achieve anything in life bcoz of fear of incompetence... there.... so ego does haf some importance.....
BUT~~~!!! but but but but but...... once again.... most ppl do not know where or even how to draw the line between healthy n unhealthy egoism.... n seriously.... itz hard to draw dat line.... everyone has different lvl's of tolerance for each other.... at most times.... ego is inversely proportional to tolerance.... one of the challenges in life is to find dat universally acceptable lvl of egoism datz within the tolerance lvl of a majority of or even ALL ppl....
wow... itz hard to post something on an issue like dis.... i usually try to avoid stepping on other ppl's toes..... brings more trouble than anything else... n being the lazy person i am... i'll be too unmotivated to clear it up... which won't be gd.... but still.... maybe i may step on ur toes without me knowing.... so i'll juz apologise here for whichever incident if i did so.... i'm still on the quest to finding dat universally acceptable lvl of egoism... n i admit i do make mistakes.... so there... ^^
well... besides this particular issue.... i guess i haf nth much else to say abt todae... well... todae's QT is on the constant availability of God's grace to all who walk uprightly.... i guess i realli need dat especially in my current circumstances.... always being tired out lately for some unknown reason.... but still tho i slept reeeal early dis morning... waz still able to go thru the day not being too dead... well.. i guess datz a realli simple example of grace.... n to mb: i apologise for not being a dead fish... the guarantee didn't work.. haha...
ok... i guess i shall end here... til the nxt entry.... Proshyai...
well... slept reeeal early dis morning.... therefore the after-effects are rhetorical.... haha... but wasn't late.... dis whole week i wazn't on the brink of being late so far... datz a miracle in itself....
well... today waz quite an ordinary day.... tho at some point of time during the morning break the tension got reeeeeal high.... a fite almost started in sch.... again a testiment to the "appealing advertisement to the huge elitist ego".... well.. if those who were involved r reading dis now... i dun mean to offend u in any way.... juz posting my honest thoughts on the issue... not the ppl involved...
anyway... guyz being guyz.... we all haf some lvl of ego.... most high some low.... but in any case some lvl.... conflicts usually start when 2 with relatively high ego's bump into each other.... both figuratively n literally.... itz like 2 particles of the same charge colliding with each other.... the reaction following the collision is humungous or even explosive to say the least.... the problem usually arises when no one wants to give way n the situation escalates to one of almost aggression....
well... an ego in itself is nth wrong.... everyone needs some ego.... itz part of cultivating confidence in urself.... healthy kind of self-esteem dat would allow u to confidently channel positive energies to constructive uses.... frankly speaking.... someone with no or insufficient self-esteem is realli juz a useless person who doesn't haf the drive to achieve anything in life bcoz of fear of incompetence... there.... so ego does haf some importance.....
BUT~~~!!! but but but but but...... once again.... most ppl do not know where or even how to draw the line between healthy n unhealthy egoism.... n seriously.... itz hard to draw dat line.... everyone has different lvl's of tolerance for each other.... at most times.... ego is inversely proportional to tolerance.... one of the challenges in life is to find dat universally acceptable lvl of egoism datz within the tolerance lvl of a majority of or even ALL ppl....
wow... itz hard to post something on an issue like dis.... i usually try to avoid stepping on other ppl's toes..... brings more trouble than anything else... n being the lazy person i am... i'll be too unmotivated to clear it up... which won't be gd.... but still.... maybe i may step on ur toes without me knowing.... so i'll juz apologise here for whichever incident if i did so.... i'm still on the quest to finding dat universally acceptable lvl of egoism... n i admit i do make mistakes.... so there... ^^
well... besides this particular issue.... i guess i haf nth much else to say abt todae... well... todae's QT is on the constant availability of God's grace to all who walk uprightly.... i guess i realli need dat especially in my current circumstances.... always being tired out lately for some unknown reason.... but still tho i slept reeeal early dis morning... waz still able to go thru the day not being too dead... well.. i guess datz a realli simple example of grace.... n to mb: i apologise for not being a dead fish... the guarantee didn't work.. haha...
ok... i guess i shall end here... til the nxt entry.... Proshyai...
da-wei waz not lazy @ 7:28 PM
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