reflections frm a guy who juz woke up....
juz woke up frm a urgently needed nap.... sch's tough...
well... woke up crawling out of bed again.... wed's the usual "almost late for sch" day... dunno y dat always happens.... it juz some "magical" thing about wednesdays....
nth much to write about todae.... maybe itz bcoz i juz woke up frm a nap.. haha.. if i can tink of anything i'll juz post again later......
well... today's QT is abt the interdependence of the church regarding each member of the church... well.. i don't tink itz juz the church... i tink every single organisation requires dat to function properly.... problem is... everyone's so caught up with themselves dat they dun see y they shld be dependent or y they shld be helping each other out... everywhere u hear the sad reality of back stabbing... curry favouring... blah blah blah... all dat nonsense.... but u know wat?? all these juz make interdependence in an organisation sound like perfect competition in the microeconomy... for those who dun do econz.... it means dat it makes interedependence juz a pipe dream.... an expectation of an organisation dat wouldn't happen in reality.... such is life n dat juz sux to me....
i tink the main root of the problem is pride.... as mentioned earlier ppl r too caught up with themselves to care abt others... be it whether they're working hard enuff to get the boss' attention for a promotion.... or be it studying n playing so hard dat u dun see someone nxt to u who realli needs help.... dis problem of pride is rife with examples.... n for one simple reason.... itz found everywhere!! call it human nature or wateva... dat much i accept... but such prideful tendencies CAN be suppressed... they say the sex drive is of human nature.... itz an "animal instinct" found in everyone.... well in guyz at least... haha.. anyway if dis "instinct" weren't suppressed u'll see everyone raping everyone else...
i tink itz not bcoz such pride cannot be suppressed but instead.... no one wants to do anything abt it.... it feels good to be bursting with self-esteem n proclaiming to others "hey! i'm the best! all the rest of u can go fly ur pathetic kites!"... with dat statement comes a sense of power.... an appealing advertisement to the huge elitist ego found in every human heart.... of course dis doesn't mean dat everyone shld go "hey man... i totally suck.... dun ask me to do anything bcoz i juz plain suck..." we need a certain lvl of self-esteem but like most thingz in life... a line has to be drawn....
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i guess datz all i haf to say abt dat.... i muz say dat it waz quite a long discussion(?) on dis topic of interdependence.... haha... well... dun see much of it ard so juz tot i'll comment on it... dun tink it'll make much of a diff tho.... the problem will always stay....
woah... been at dis entry for 1 hr now.. haha... deeep stuff... but i guess we need to tink abt such issues once in awhile.... anyway baq to todae... can onli rmb maths test.. haha... it waz not too gd.... but not too bad as well.... feels kinda farny when u know u're there but not there at the same time... haha... ("there" meaning at the passing level) thankfully waz able to do some integration to at least get some sympathy marks.. haha... thx again to ben for helping me out the nite b4 with some SIMPLE integration.... yesterday waz bad manz.... didn't even know how to integrate x^-3!! but yesterday waz yesterday.. haha... thankfully they stay dat way...
well... datz all i haf to say abt today... if i can tink of something else to talk abt i'll juz post later.... so til the nxt entry... xaire...
well... woke up crawling out of bed again.... wed's the usual "almost late for sch" day... dunno y dat always happens.... it juz some "magical" thing about wednesdays....
nth much to write about todae.... maybe itz bcoz i juz woke up frm a nap.. haha.. if i can tink of anything i'll juz post again later......
well... today's QT is abt the interdependence of the church regarding each member of the church... well.. i don't tink itz juz the church... i tink every single organisation requires dat to function properly.... problem is... everyone's so caught up with themselves dat they dun see y they shld be dependent or y they shld be helping each other out... everywhere u hear the sad reality of back stabbing... curry favouring... blah blah blah... all dat nonsense.... but u know wat?? all these juz make interdependence in an organisation sound like perfect competition in the microeconomy... for those who dun do econz.... it means dat it makes interedependence juz a pipe dream.... an expectation of an organisation dat wouldn't happen in reality.... such is life n dat juz sux to me....
i tink the main root of the problem is pride.... as mentioned earlier ppl r too caught up with themselves to care abt others... be it whether they're working hard enuff to get the boss' attention for a promotion.... or be it studying n playing so hard dat u dun see someone nxt to u who realli needs help.... dis problem of pride is rife with examples.... n for one simple reason.... itz found everywhere!! call it human nature or wateva... dat much i accept... but such prideful tendencies CAN be suppressed... they say the sex drive is of human nature.... itz an "animal instinct" found in everyone.... well in guyz at least... haha.. anyway if dis "instinct" weren't suppressed u'll see everyone raping everyone else...
i tink itz not bcoz such pride cannot be suppressed but instead.... no one wants to do anything abt it.... it feels good to be bursting with self-esteem n proclaiming to others "hey! i'm the best! all the rest of u can go fly ur pathetic kites!"... with dat statement comes a sense of power.... an appealing advertisement to the huge elitist ego found in every human heart.... of course dis doesn't mean dat everyone shld go "hey man... i totally suck.... dun ask me to do anything bcoz i juz plain suck..." we need a certain lvl of self-esteem but like most thingz in life... a line has to be drawn....
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i guess datz all i haf to say abt dat.... i muz say dat it waz quite a long discussion(?) on dis topic of interdependence.... haha... well... dun see much of it ard so juz tot i'll comment on it... dun tink it'll make much of a diff tho.... the problem will always stay....
woah... been at dis entry for 1 hr now.. haha... deeep stuff... but i guess we need to tink abt such issues once in awhile.... anyway baq to todae... can onli rmb maths test.. haha... it waz not too gd.... but not too bad as well.... feels kinda farny when u know u're there but not there at the same time... haha... ("there" meaning at the passing level) thankfully waz able to do some integration to at least get some sympathy marks.. haha... thx again to ben for helping me out the nite b4 with some SIMPLE integration.... yesterday waz bad manz.... didn't even know how to integrate x^-3!! but yesterday waz yesterday.. haha... thankfully they stay dat way...
well... datz all i haf to say abt today... if i can tink of something else to talk abt i'll juz post later.... so til the nxt entry... xaire...
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